Red

Suffocating
Trying to understand
Where we stand
Every time I think Ive let go
Here you come
Showing up in the most
Subtle ways
Keeping me on my toes
Waiting on the next move
But why
How did I even get here

The more I think about it
The more I wish we never did it
I lost more then anyone could ever imagine
But gained more then I can fathom
Not stuck just curious
Always trying to get a clearer picture
Every time I think I do
It gets misconstrued
To much curiosity
Even though everything is a monstusity
Trying to find the positive
In this unfourtunate position
You put us in
All this means is that
We can never be friends