Monday, April 30, 2012

Sad

Trapped

In my own

Mind

Time after time

I suffer

trying to become

More

Trying to be everything

Y'all want me to be

Confused

Im sad I feel misused

I feel so abused

How do.I escape

Something

Shiny and slippery

Something that will

Slowly rid me of misery

I need a do over

That seems to be my reset

Me letting all the negativty

Drain from thee

Even though

Afterwards

There will

Be

A demarkcation

I will then feel safe again..


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Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Of ur convince

Convince

Is so convinent

Ain't it...

Man ..

But im tired of being of urs....

Tired of playing in the back

Being the one to pick up slack

Then they reap the benefits

But then again I could be all in my head

Again

Going for broke for dead again

Not

Regretting

Slowly forgetting

the reasons why

I choose to sit below

my royalty

That I have owned on my own

Self proclaimed

Goddess

Extremely

Modest

I feel like im loosing

Myself again

Nothing is to be measured

Because some things cannot be

But

I constantly

Am blinded

I can see through

or past what I know could

truly be

I feel like

Im too big of a

Dreamer

Which is convinent too me


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