Thursday, June 20, 2013

My thoughts

In the back of my mind
There something oh so
Fine
But not good for me
Why can't I let go of the
Emotions that stem from
Thee
See emotionally
I'm a wreck
Trying to connect
The dots of reality
But see the unfortunate
Seems too be very
Fortune from my view

Pure ignorance
Seeps from you
Which makes u blind from
What's really true
I thought I was rid of u
But u creep 
dip into my heart
And stalk my thoughts
What is a girl to do
When a large part of me
Is still tainted
By a love that wasn't
So real
For all the time
I waited
I feel like I still am...
But u some how still have a hold on me
Its hard for me to defend...

In need

Annoyed by ignorance
And pure inconsideration
My heart bleeds for a new
Scent of life

Knowing that it may reek
Of unconsciousness
And unblatant fear
I still yearn too be close
To something less familiar