Just

My heart hurts
Just a little
I feel like
My life is like
A fiddle
The only thing
That can happen
To a fiddle
Is that it can be played
Over and over again
Until it breaks
But the diffrence is
You cant get a new
One once you make
Mistakes
I have so much to give
And everytime to do
At the end I don wanna live
I feel like I just want too much
That why I say fuck it
Just pass me the dutch
And with every pull my mind
Becomes at ease
Until I come down
And then my minds
Like geez
Not this shit again
So I light another until I slip into
A clear mind
Full of nothing

I love too hard too fast
My mind say no
But my heart wants to make it last
I pass by
I love love
So im willing to give it a try
Screaming for someone to understand me
Tired of being played
I just want some reality