..looking

I have a sick feeling
But it seems to be passing
Im asking myself why
I get no answer I just keep asking
Everything seemed to clear
But truly nothing is black & white
Once the colors came in
It started off dark
Like night
A lil fuzzy at first
Then next thing you
Know there is a burst
Of color
Colors that you never knew
Was there
Because before in
Black and white
They were non-existent
My eyes seem too be
Oggeling
Over the
Ara

Ive seen color before...
I need abstract in my life...
Maybe why this feeling...
Im feeling wont suffice
No need for me to even think twice
I know what I want
And Im destine to get it...
For I know Im chosen for something
Special
Ill never forget it
Realizing my own worth
I dont need a rebirth
Just a lil reminder
And faith
And a eventually
A safe place to lay
My heart